Have you ever been so depressed it hurts to breathe. And you physically can’t because it hurts. Your everything aches and no matter how much air you try and take in, you might as well be taking in nothing. Because everything is so tight that you can’t. It doesn’t do anything it’s meaningless. So you just sit there gasping and it just… hurts.
this is really selfish but
why can’t mental illness be like any other kind of sickness where you go to hospital and your loved ones come and give you flowers and tell you that they love you and hold your hand and make sure you get better
why doesn’t that happen instead of awkward silences and embarrassing tears and messy bedsheets and a bunch of other stuff no one actually talks about
w h y
I can’t find a single selfish thing in that.